What does it mean? Why can't I remember?

What does it mean? Why can't I remember?

I dream about this place A LOT but not all the time, it's just random nights. 

I am in this dark, creepy forest that is covered by plants and cliffs and vines.

 I see a lot of strange looking creatures, kind of demonic like but I don't fear them. I just get that creepy feeling. 

There are these 3 floating rocks in the forest.

 Near the floating rocks is this white mist of a person. 

His legs dissolved into nothing.... He talks to me all the time..

 And this dream is VERY vivid. And, it's the same dream every time I have it. 

I always talk to that mist. The strange thing is the dream is so VIVID but I can NEVER remember what he was talking to me about! 

GGGRRR!!!!

I feel like it's important and I need to know. 

Once day, though, I will remember what he said and I will definitely post what he says on here.

UPDATE TO THE HOUSE WITH STAIRWAYS DREAM

UPDATE TO THE HOUSE WITH STAIRWAYS DREAM 

Here's an update on the house with stairways I always dream of. These past few nights I have explored the stairway house for the first time.

 I never really explored it that much in previous dreams, I was just very familiar with it and remember the 1st and 2nd stories vividly. 

But the house keeps growing now.

 Two nights ago I discovered more rooms that lead to more rooms and more stair ways.

 I had made it to the 4th floor two nights ago and I remember it so vividly. 

There were five bedrooms on the 3rd floor and 3 bathrooms and each bathroom had two toilets, baths and sinks in it. 

The room that was by the stairway leading up to the 3rd floor to the left had two beds in it. One was really comfy and the other was hard and not comfy at all. There was a big window that lead to one of those porches that stood on stilts and it was very high up (obviously) and there was a pool on it and a hot tub. It is usually sundown when I am in this room. It was kind of messy, too. There were papers laying about and dressers with their drawers hanging out.

And there was this one room at the end of this hallway and to the right was another stairway that lead to the 4th floor.

 Anyway, to the left was the last room on the 3rd floor and what I found in it was very interesting.

 I found a lot of stuff that reminded me of Voodoo and Witchcraft. There were candles everywhere, spells, dolls, charms, oils and the like everywhere. 

There were these pipes that were huge and carved out of wood sitting on the altar. Most the candle's were black with some white ones here and there.

 I thought it was pretty wicked. 

Then I moved on to the 4th floor. 

The 4th floor was smaller than the other floors it had 3 rooms and one bathroom. The 1st room you enter upon ascending the stairway has a huge fluffy comfortable couch and behind the couch are these maroon curtains and big windows which look out on the white road I often dream of and what seems to be an apartment complex. I kept messing with the windows and curtains, trying to figure out how to open them. They were pretty ghetto if you know what I mean. 

It lead to another room with a round cherry wood coffee table and an old couch and a medium sized widow that doesn't open. There is a slant in the floor as you go into the next room which is like a laundry room. Then it leads you back to the room with the comfy couch and maroon curtains. 

Last night I dreamed of the house again and everything was like the dream before and the previous dreams (well you know what I mean) And I was up in that room with the maroon curtains and a stairway was there (oh and under the stairway was the bathroom) I went up the stairs and it lead to one door and that was it. When I went into the door it was like an attic and had a bunch of Halloween decorations and child's toys in it. I remember there was a boars head mask and a big elephant table and I could go on and on about what was in that room, it was really crowded. 

And in all the upper levels (3rd, 4th, 5th) all had carpet which was odd considering the lower two levels were wood, but it was really messy on the upper levels as it was dusty and old looking on the 2nd and 1st floor. And The upper levels have a lot of furniture. And the same night I discovered the 4th and 5th floor I had discovered the basement and the basement below it. 

The one above the lowest basement (bare with me I know this might be getting confusing but I am explaining it the best that I can) had a washer and dryer and wooden dusty, dirty floors and dirty clothes everywhere. behind a pile of clothes which was up to my shoulders, somehow lead to the bottom basement and for once I am not quite sure how I got there I just know it had something to do with the pile of clothes.

 I've only been in the bottom basement once and it was huge. One big room with pillars holding it up and an old red and black fancy, dusty, carpet that covered the left corner at the end. The rest of the floor was concrete. There was a lot of dirty, fancy old fashioned furniture in it but it was only furnished on the left end. There was crap scattered about the whole basement. 

 That's it for now... 

What do you think? 

Do I think this place is real? I don't think so because its so crazy but you never know. That one chick built that endless house with rooms and stairways that lead to nowhere... You know who I am talking about?? I hope so...

 But yeah it just bugs the heck out of me how real it is!!! I can remember everything in such great detail!

Same Places - They Have To Be A Reality

Same Places - They Have To Be A Reality
                                    Whenever I dream it is mostly of these places.

WINDING ROADS - The roads are always winding confusing. One is in town surrounded by stores (which I go to a lot in my dreams) and stoplights and such, then if you go straight after the stoplights at the edge of town it will lead you down this straight road, and along side that road is nature, fields, and this one place that's a long, stretched store and looks like a long Farmfresh kind of. And next to it is this other white, farm-like building that I never really go into. Continue to go down the straight road (which is big) and you'll get to these back roads. They twist and turn so much and it's usually dark by the time I get there. And it is usually hard to control the car there. And those roads are CRAZY!!!

THE HOUSE WITH STAIRWAYS - There is this house that is almost like three houses in one. There are lots of doors and hidden rooms and lofts. There are three staircases but there is only two floors. The floor is hard and wooden and dusty. The whole place looks almost abandoned and dusty. Outside the only doors (three doors lead to outside) is a hill which goes on into the woodsy area. And on the side of the house is this long driveway.

WHERE THE BODIES ARE - There is this creek that I often go to in dreams with dead body's laying about here and there in the area. I always get a weird feeling when I am there. Like something isn't right. We usually make a tent and camp there for some reason. The water from the creek is usually muddy.

THE APARTMENT WE NEVER HAD - There is this apartment that I dream of often with white floors and there is this big window in the living room that stretches out about the length of the living room. And it's very fancy. Like something a rich person would live in. And it's usually surrounded by grass and it's at a dead end with a driveway.

THE WHITE ROAD - There is this long white, rocky, road and I usually walk down it. It's just a bunch of trees and woods near by that go on for miles. There are usually a lot of people walking down this road. It leads to a park on one end but I have never made it to the other end. I have ventured into the trees before and its just endless. It usually has something to do with Native Americans when I dream of that road.

These places I dream about almost EVERY NIGHT for the past few years! They seem SO REAL! As if I could find them and go to them in real life. Thus, this has happened before.

 When I was a kid I had some dreams about this really nice house with white carpet and a white stairway, and I remembered all the furniture and decorations vividly.

 A few years later me and someone else (can't really remember who) went to this house (I had NEVER been there before) and it looked familiar from the outside but when I walked in it was EXACTLY like the house in my dream! Carpet, stairway, furniture, decorations were just like in my dream! Believe it or not I know I am not crazy.

 I could direct myself around the house as if I had been there many times before. Anyway, I feel that these places might be real too. It just urks me! I feel like I need to go to these places! I can't explain it! I feel like I MUST find them. ARG! I know I sound crazy but I can't help it. These places are so VIVID. I feel like they are real if that makes any sense. I don't know...it's weird..

Roads, Houses, Freaks, & Jaw Bones, OH MY!!

Roads, Houses, Freaks, & Jaw Bones, OH MY!!

Lately, I have been having these dreams of these winding roads and houses. 

The winding roads are usually on the back roads and it's usually dark. 

I dream of two houses.

 In one house its like five houses built into one with a ton of stair cases and rooms and wooden floors. 

It looks really old. And when I am at that house I am usually hiding from something or someone. 

The other house is really nice. It has a huge living room and a huge window in the living room and the sun is always shining through it.

 And in my dream the house belongs to my Mom, my Husband, and myself.

 Anyway, in the living room there is this huge wrap-around couch that my Mom is always laying on. 

The carpet is pure white too. The kitchen connects to the living room. That's about the only place we hang out there except for a couple of times we went into the bedroom. 

I know there was white carpet in the bedroom...I don't remember much of it though. 

 Now about the roads.

 I dream of two roads.

 One is a back road that winds and turns and twists and it is never ending and I lose control of the car a lot on that road and it is usually at night..

 Sometimes it leads me to this subdivision with a bunch of houses that are really close together. 

The other road is a highway and I lose control on that road ,too. But not always. 

I always drive to stores and go shopping and I always have a ton of money.

 It was a long straight-shot drive down the road to get to the main stores. 

I'm getting food for my family a lot, too, fast food. 

I also keep having nightmares that our house becomes infested with cockroaches! I hate it. At some point there is a cockroach in my dream. 

I've also been dreaming of hiking with my Husband through this water park thing that leads to cliffs.

 Let's see what else...

I had this one dream a while back but I don't remember much of it but it deeply disturbed me! 

It was a stupid vampire dream BUT these fuckers were brutal! Ripping my friends apart, blood, and gore. 

And they also locked me in a room with this creature with no eyes and a huge jawbone and it was all slimy and peachy and fleshy.

 And all over the floor were human jaw bones! It chased us around the room. It was so disturbing looking. I was uneasy all day after waking up from that nightmare!

So, there you have a few random realities in the unconsciousness of Rae Bug.

Alien Dream

Alien Dream

I can’t quite remember how it started but I remember some parts.

 This dream was very realistic and strange.

 One part that I remember was that I was in this big place with a bunch of people telling me to hurry and get dressed and be perfect.

 I got mad so I went into this one room with a huge pool in it. It was more of a big fountain that was turned off. It was elegant and pretty, yet grungy.  

I felt like someone was after me and I felt angry at the same time so I jumped into the pool and started to breathe in the water and I tried to drown myself.

I floated to the bottom and started looking up through the water when I saw a light..

 Then, a stair case appeared right next to me under the water. And this Alien walks down it.

 And I was yelling: “ God damn it let me die!”.

 Then, I was on a table in this white place and I could see everything and even myself, and I could also see through my eyes if that makes sense.. I also saw that I was bald..

 This Alien was standing next to me and said something about giving me my hair back and then it put something on my head and everything faded to white.

 Then, when everything faded back to normal, I saw this baby crawling in a white space and every time it moved hair would grow on it's head and body.

 Then, everything faded to white again and I can’t remember what happened next...

So I guess that's the END...

Bethany

Bethany 

I brought this girl to my Dads' house and her name was Bethany and she was abused by her brother.

 I went out back to this yard and there was a green house on one end and a fence on the other.

 I started to pick up and eat some candy off of the ground. 

Then, I noticed a woman staring at me out of the green house window and she was holding a curved knife and I thought she was going to stab me!

 She started walking to the door when I heard a scream and it was Bethany running in her underwear from her brother, who kept stabbing her over and over!

 The women from the green house walked up to me and asked if Bethany's brother always stabbed her like that and I said "Yes". 

Then, the woman ran up and pinned Bethany's brother up against the fence and stabbed him!

Then, there was this fizzing sound and he blew up.

Then I woke up...

Blood Hair Blue Room

Blood Hair Blue Room 

I was in this blue tinted room and there was this guy lovingly stroking my hair..

 I don’t know who it was.

 Anyway, I had an itch on my head so I reached up to scratch it and when brought my hand back down there was blood with my hair in it!!

 I freaked out and ran into the bathroom and looked in the mirror and my hair kept falling out and it was all bloody!

 Then blood started coming from my mouth and I ran to the guy and he was packing books. 

Then I noticed that the blue tinted room was my dead Grandmother's house.

 The guy told me that there was a demon in the house and we had to get the hell out. 

Then, a bunch of shit just flashed through my mind like lightning, I saw a clown, blood, faces, a bunch of faces, the night sky, parts of my dead Grandmother's house, and myself. 

All these things flashed by then I woke up.

Bloody Hell! Can't Get Away!!

Bloody Hell! Can't Get Away!!

I was in this house and it was full of cameras and the doors were locked and I was trying to figure out a way to get out.

 My blood sister, Chelsea, was there too. We here in this one living room trying to figure out a way to get out. I found a key and went into the kitchen to try and unlock the door.

 I unlocked and opened the door then the lights went out. 

Then the lights flickered and I saw a face reflecting on the window that was on the door. I turned around and it was pitch black!

 Then, the lights came back on and this guy was standing in front of me and he was holding a knife and staring at me. So I ran and but he followed. So I ran to Chelsea and told her that we had to get the hell out of here. 

So then we both ran and Chelsea took a turn into this odd house and I lost her. 

I went to another door and it was open! But the guy was standing right by me with a knife and he said that if I left he would stab me. 

Then I swung to door open smacking him in his face and knocking him down!

 I ran out as fast as I could and he was right behind me.

 I went to an area with a lot of people and looked for Chelsea and some other friends. 

I kept seeing the guy with the knife in the crowd. Then, I saw my ex and told him what was going on and that he should look out. But no one believed that there was a crazy ass dude with a knife running about! 

So I decided go somewhere else. I was away from the crowd and the crazy man just walked up in front of me!

 He was out-of-breath and he reached out for my hand and I kicked him, knocking him over. Then I started kicking and jumping on him when he was on the ground. 

Then, I ran to this house and there he was again! I was like "SHIT!" and he just smiled.

 Then I noticed a bunch of people gathered around talking among themselves as if they didn't see this psycho dude with a bloody knife standing in front of them! 

Then these teenagers walked out of this house and look up at the crazy dude and said "It is time for church daddy!" then I woke up.

Death's Son

Death's Son 

I was in this hotel with some friends of mine. And Death’s Son was lurking around, taking people’s lives.  

Death’s son was tall and pale, with blackish eyes. His hair was shoulder length, straight and black. He wore a black suit and black pants. His lips where somewhat of a pinkish color. 

The only way that Death’s Son couldn't get to you was if you held hands with the one person. He could only kill one at a time and by holding hands he might actually kill two at the same time. (I know it is odd). 

One by one he killed my friends off. One friend was in an elevator and Death’s Son crashed it. 

Another was suffocated when Death's Son dropped a big plastic blanket over her. 

Another friend died when Death's Son burst into flames and ran into her burning her to death. 

 He killed them all off until I was left. 

I kept running and hiding and finally, he caught up to me. He looked into my eyes and asked me how I would like to die. I said that I would rather be hung so one quick snap and I would be dead fast.

 And with a blink of an eye a noose was around my neck and I could feel it tighten. But the rope snapped and I fell. I hadn't died.

 Then he told me that he didn't really want to kill me but he had to.

 Again he asked me how I wanted to die.

 Then, his father, Death, appeared. He was pale tall and bald. Death’s son backed away. Then Death looked at me and I felt this incredible pain in my chest. I felt like I was being squeezed to death. Like my insides were crushing each other. 

Then, I ran away as fast as I could and I ended up in this woodsy place and I kept seeing Deaths’ Son here and there.

 Then I stopped by a tree still in pain. And this panther jumped out and started clawing away. 

I looked over and saw Death and his Son. Death’s Son looked at me and said “Sorry you just had to die.” Then I woke up.

In A Dark Room

In A Dark Room 

My friends and I are in this dark room just sitting around and these creatures are walking around looking at us and we are talking about the creatures but we didn't really care about them. But this dream was so realistic. The creatures looked like something reptilian-like. Their legs were like grasshoppers. There were other odd looking creatures too. The whole dream we just sat there as the creatures walked around and studied us. It was so powerful though, so deep and real.

PAIN

PAIN!!

I only remember pieces but I was running and falling with bunch of people and I hurt my knees and this guy pinned me down and sat on my legs below the knee and started talking to me.

Then, this other girl comes over and sits next to me and starts talking to me too. And we have a good conversation and I totally forget about my knees. Then I look down at my knees and they guy was sewing them up using threads from his shirt and there was blood everywhere. 

I screamed but he said that it was okay. He said that I will be fine and that he fixed me. But I would have to go to the hospital later to get real stitches. They stood me up and I had shooting pains down my legs! It literally hurt so bad!! I could really feel it!!

 Then I go to the hospital and they put braces and a pain motor on it. And the pain motor was strapped around my ankle. It had 3 lights: one yellow, one for low pain, one orange, one for medium pain, and a red one for extreme pain. And when I was in extreme pain the red light would light up and beep over and over. 

Then I remember trying to run from people and hide but they kept finding me cause my pain meter was going off on extreme pain. And it hurt so fucking bad!! It was so hard to run I was in so much Pain!

Fish

FISH

I was at this house and my father was there. There was this little "blow up" plastic fountain in the driveway. It was full of fish. I decided to put them in a big tank. They all stared dying accept for one or two.

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I had this dream for about two days.

The 3rd day three of my 4 fish died. One was alive.....weird..

To Die, or Not to Die?

To Die, or Not to Die? 

I was with my youth group and my old pastor, and my Ex was there too. We were driving in a car and going on a "holy field trip" or something and there wasn't enough room so they gave me and this one girl from the youth group these scooters and we had to follow them...and we were driving in the dark..

 Then, this car that looked exactly like theirs came by and I got confused and followed it-the wrong car. And then I realized that it was the wrong car and spun out of control and ended up in this junky neighborhood.

And there were like creepy shadows going by and people fighting and smashing beer cans and car alarms going off. These two boys came up to me and asked me where I came from and I told them that I was just following my pastor and youth group and I got lost and crashed. Then, they led me to this, what they called "Police Station" and told me to go in there and then they left.

I asked the person at the desk if this was the Police Station and she said "No". Then, I asked her if I could use a phone and she gave me a phone and I called my Mom and told her that I was lost and scared but alright.

Then, all of a sudden, I was on top of this building and it was like a construction site and there was an Erie reddish light.

And then the DEVIL appeared and said "Go ahead, JUMP! End it all! And I will meet you when you hit the ground.. Jump! You know you want too!"

I just felt so confused and I wanted to jump SOO bad. But I said "NO. I will just climb down". And so I did but then I slipped when I was almost there and I was holding on to a bar.

I was just hanging there, holding on for my life. I looked down and saw paramedics and my ex and some of my family and friends and flashing police lights. And I just screamed "Somebody save me! I cannot hold on any longer!!!"

Then the Medics called out to me "Hold on" and I tried so hard to hold on but I was slipping, then I heard,  "LET GO," over and over...

Finally I heard someone say "Let go its all over now." And I looked down and my ex and medics where holding a sheet for me to land safely on. So I did. And I was safe and sound on the ground.

 Then, I was back in the car with the youth group and my pastor and ex.  And we just drove for a while and talked about God and other stuff, and then I woke up.